Activities:

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, defeated I
Concede and (Concede and) move closer (Move closer), I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness, how pitiful

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weepin'
The moon tells me a secret, my confidant
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me

It's source is bright and endless, she resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites dreamin' dreams
And as I pull my head out, I am without one doubt, don't want to be down here soothing my narcissism, I
Must crucify the ego before it's far too late, I pray the light lifts me out

So crucify the ego before it's far too late to leave behind this place, so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind, capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable
Just let the light touch you and let the words spill through, just let them pass right through, bringin' out our hope and reason
Interests:
being a geek

Favorite Music:

christ, a shit ton. Bass, drums, guitar, and hopefully a keyboardist and I'll prolly listen to it
Favorite TV Shows:
fuck it
Favorite Movies:
V for Vendetta, The Crow, Matrix Trilogy, and a few others.

Favorite Books:

All of the Ender's Game books, amongst others. Those just happen to be my favorite.

Ishmael, The Story of B, My Ishmael, Beyond Civilization, If They Give You Lined Paper Write Sideways, The Gospel of the Redman, and a few others psychology and philosophy books. Quinn's a favorite. Jung is also my new hobby o.O

Favorite Quotes:

"I don't like god. He never released any of his source code, and he's a lousy documenter."

~ThinkGeek.com

"A building is torched. All that remains is ashes. I used to think this to be true for all things in life, but now I know better." ~ The Crow

"I'm much wiser now
A lifetime of memories
Run though my head
They taught me how
For better or worse
Alive or dead
I realize
There's no turning back
Life goes on
The offbeaten track"

~Dream Theater

"Mention this to me...mention something...mention anything...mention this to me...and watch the weather change..."

"But I'm still right here, givin' blood, keepin' faith and I'm still right here
If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away
By now

and I still may...be patient..."

~Tool

"DAMMIT ALL!"

~Me, Hershy, and Austin

"Circles are not spheres...how curious. And what of you? Another squiggly line eh? How curious indeed."

-unnamed. Now, allow me to make sense of it.

"We move in circles
Balanced all the while
On a gleaming razor's edge

A perfect sphere
Colliding with our fate
This story ends where it began"

'tis a basis of a concept.

"The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to"

~Red Hot Chili Peppers (stoners ftw)

"Sir this is international house of prayer, we don't serve pancakes here, we serve jesus"

-Mike, one of my favorite staff guys

About Me:

I don't have my world under control, but the bright side is that I have a way of approaching such chaos. Thus, everything has become enjoyable x.x

"Growing older is not an option, growing up is." -random leader at summer camp